Good evening, welcome to all who choose to visit.

To days rant, or finished day will not be about anyone thing or person in general. It will go as it pleases.
The car is done, I forgot to give it extra bleed time on the nipple to get all of the air out.
Reconnected with some great friends this weekend and forgot how hard it was to keep everything together. It is amazing how clear this start to become when you are not polluting them with grade B narcotics in the form of Vicodin. We actually had a conversation and a very pleasant evening.

The bad part was that I also realize how hard it has been to come this far without my medications and how lucky I am to be here still. I am sure that someone would say that it is self actualization at is best, I cannot tell you. It is not anything that I am able to quantify with a reason or result. Just a gut feeling.

More later as the feeling and mood hits. Any comments or suggestions will be reviewed and those that I feel help. Put into action.